piEcEs dE rEsIstancE ♥

Homesick !

2011-05-08T20:42:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously miss my home and friends now !

2010-10-16T10:41:00.007+08:00

So now,we're finally graduated ! Geeze! Time flies...

we can't even catch the opportunity to cherish time and treasure our beloved !

yet, we saved the best memory of us in heart... ♥

My best super duper crazy darling, yan and boon, annie, chui, k.hao, lao, yi and sietli...I Love you guys much ! ♥ Thanks...

Our family, friendship forever...

Wish you all get a good result in spm...

♥

2010-05-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

I miss you, dad...miss you badly..
Everything really changed
Hope mum can stand for it...
sob...

2009-05-21T09:17:00.010+08:00

A short update here
What am I doing here? Huh? not Idling but blogging... Absence for examination...
Okay la...not feeling well actually
I was confused this few days, I thought a lot during my absence of mind ><
The matter of a guy let us found that the girl is not simple as we know as usual...
I learnt a lesson...[ Don't judge a person by his/her prosaic " profit " ]
and girl, please don't make the fur fly, okay?
Tell me how to heal my broken heart?
Some shapeworks and slimming up products were my recent purchase...
I have been using it for 2 weeks more...
Buddies " We are still the best friend", no rumors around, we know each others well...
Everyone has changed a lot but don't care too much will be happier
you guys were often the one I care the most..
Good luck to you all... Mwah !

grr...
cho - co - late

silly face

* Recent me

Signing out...

2009-05-04T17:57:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday !!! Mango...

birthday girl...

li khang and mang

me and chui
nee and mang
jia yi and I

Girls *

Cameron Highland here...

2009-05-03T00:38:00.004+08:00

Aiden *

Brother and his son

Miss Izerin ♥

2009-04-24T18:28:00.015+08:00

Here I am posting on Friday again ! Yeah...always had fun on Friday since other days were busy with tuition classes...students of 4 Delta had organized a surprise Farewell party for teacher Izerin, our chemistry teacher. We're glad to meet her as our teacher. She used to be friendly, funny and childish just like a kid. She was sooo cute...haha...I still remember that we acted a lot when her lecturer came in chemist...We were so obedient, quietly and behaving. but she had to go right now, back to her place and complete her job. Everyone was trying to cherish the rest of the moment with her. We love her so much ! The relationship between will never change even just for few months...I think they will recall the moments with Izerin during the period of chemistry... We heart you !
Well ! I shall do something right now. By the way, friendship is still trustfully for me. I love my friends...except for the girl i think.

Miss Izerin with the cute bear that 4 Delta's students gave..

me and yan...all wet after the party =p

miss you...

me and Chiew May ^^
4 Delta...all had fun

we gone insane when playing...

12.04.2009

2009-04-13T17:54:00.007+08:00

I love to be with her I do like her I love to share everything with her I love to stay nice and happy with her I am care about her I am missing her ~
She is Yizen, my best friend. I'd been known her about 3 years. Close with her...
She is intelligent, pretty, freaking nice in personality and friendly. She has a familiar-looking as everyone likes to be friend with her...and...eat a lot and don't care about her outfit look ! But when she gained weight, she came and complained all about it...haha
Tell a secret, she is sooo talkactive, annoying la [ kidding ] and really bad in temper. Sometimes really scared me when she gone mad and angry =.= I was really lost the way when she was in bad-tempered...I cherished every moment with her. So, 12 April is her Birthday. Here I am to wish her Happy Birthday and may her wisher come true. May all mighty god blessings showered on her and take care yea, girl... Muacks ! heart you...We went out yesterday for celebrating her birthday...hehe =]

Friendship forever and ever ♥

Part I
Part II

Part III

Final part with the silly faces !

2009-04-11T23:14:00.003+08:00

ღ爱上一个人的7个预兆ღ

1当你正在忙的时候，却把手机开着，等着他/她的短信……你已经❤上他/她了

2如果你喜欢和他/她两个人单独漫步……你已经❤上他/她了

3当你和他/她在一起时，你会假装不注意他/她，但是当他/她离开你的视线时，你会急着寻找他/她……你已经❤上他/她了

4当他/她受伤或生病时，你会关心他/她，替他/她着急……你已经❤上他/她了

5当他/她和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味……

你已经❤上他/她了

6当你看到他/她那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑……你已经❤上他/她了

7当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人……你已经❤上他/她了

2009-04-10T17:42:00.007+08:00

Friday today. Don't really know what to write... Sleepy and boring day. Feeling sleepy since I played with Penny till midnight and took rest at 4 something, not pm but AM ! Both of us keep playing the game Highstreet 5 that Yizen likes to pronouns as " HighSteGik 5 " lolx... Insane thing I ever did. Bored because had nothing to do except playing game...Few days ago, I was extremely upset and angry with the matter of NOTEBOOK !!! I ordered the Gateway Notebook and I tried it but the keypads suck ! Wtf was the slowest motion of the salesman that I never seen before.Asked him to start the pc and ask for the opinion of his boss, he lost then... As a customer, I think I had been calmed down a lot and gave him with chances. For you, I think you would go to him and slap him directly and strongly. No the others way, so changed to the hp compaq notebook...settled ! and I no my iPhone 3G already... Examination over, I think result will be sucks ... =[ Decided to go for ah kit's birthday party tonight actually but my mum never let me to go out, so own apologize to kit... =.= anyways, wish him the belated birthday. =] I hope I can get more fun and be happier in my life... ^^

Got catched when tuition lolx....

Daily life !!!

2009-04-06T23:36:00.002+08:00

Update twice a week...

Constantly !!!

2009-04-06T21:53:00.003+08:00

Omg ! I have to sit for monthly exam again tomorrow...sadness...
Subjects scared me freaking much...

But today I still went to Wildzone Internet Cafe for highstreet 5...
and I never do any extra revision for this exam !

2009-04-05T22:00:00.006+08:00

Here I am to tell you that I'm gonna to have a new notebook soon...
I've been shopped for few stores for choosing the notebooks.
Gateway? hp compaq? acer? Sony?
My brother asked me after few discussions
" Which one do you want? "
" I do admire with the Gateway notebook when the 1st time I saw it ! "
" So ? "
" sO, i am going to choose it. "
" are you sure ? This is quite expansive and I don't really think that this is advanced. "
" erm...then compaq la... "
" Really ? This is not valuable as you think.. "
" WtF ! Then ? What you want ? "
" Well...make a right decision as you like. "
" 1...2...3... Gateway ! "
" Okay ! I paid the RM 1000 deposit for and you pay for the rest... "
Paid and gone..
The decision was Gateway TC Series ! So, made the order and waiting for delivering...
Fashionistas , Take note !
Beautiful? Erm...I think nice in styling
Powerful? New experience so have to try it first.
Lightweight? Don't think so..but hope that could get some notebooks really light like a piece of paper
You better believe it...

After that, had my dinner at Saujana with my brother and sister-in-law and the two little kids...
nice in mood, good in appetite so, ate a lot again...
I had " seafood cheese spaghetti " as my dinner, fulfilled my giant " tangki "...lolx

Annice the niece, cute but disobedient and really hyperactive. Can't even sit quietly and properly for only few minutes, really annoying and bothering when minding something else. She's growing bigger and bigger now a days...
Started learning to talk and walk. Walking style likes penguin...Soooo dependent when scolding her...but cute also !!! =P do love her...

2009-04-04T14:50:00.006+08:00

How bore you know?
Saturday is exactly a super boring day !!!
Nothing to do and streamyx line suck...
No contact, No relationship
The worst, I don't really feel sleepy unlike usual.
Can't properly dance in Highstreet 5, extremely lag...
Eat when nothing to do...
One of the reason that gained weight...haha

Aiden the nephew, he could get fun even lonely even in a bored situation. He must be get control before gone craze...cuddlesome but naughty

keep facing to the laptop when you really bored
words which really contained with lots of boredom...T.T

Life may incomplete without friend...

2009-04-03T13:07:00.008+08:00

teenage girls

But I hope we are still the kids because kids are pure and honest, no lies no rumors with the little tot's thinking ( like this ^ )
little " bling bling slipper " decoration

2009-04-03T11:25:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to

Lay Yan ( nickname bird ) haha

* She's one of my classmate and close friend also...I've been known her since primary school.Got closer when traveling by the trip for standard six students.She's pretty and and sometimes looks cute. The super "dooper" stubborn girl means " nge " so she's.She's soooo fortunate since chinshen, her boyfriend did a surprise birthday party in school for her. He waited for her from the early morning and gave her a lot of presents and all in pink ! he used to be so romantic. The sweetest.. Wish her the best birthday ! and happy always... ^^ add on ! take care, don't always get in ill... Muacks !

The sweet bug always the sweetest

We celebrated yan's birthday at Saujana

She welcomed us with glee.

me and [ yan the prettiest ]

yan and [ penny the cute one ]

yan and [ yizen the charming ]

yan and [ chui the active ]

yan and [ Gieorgia the gorgeous when holding my handbag, but he love to do that... ]

yan and [ kiankiat the penguin ]

yan and [ kheli the disturbance, just keep talking about her mr. boyfriends...haha ]

2009-04-01T22:27:00.004+08:00

feel lonely... I'll never have such "biatch" if possible because they were suck and fake...
so freaking "good" ~
playgirl here, know?

2009-03-27T11:46:00.004+08:00

Friday for comfort life
> yoga-ing
> movie-ing
> facial treatment-ing
> sleeping
> gym-ing
> gaming
> spa-ing

Life may completed with a cup of espresso...

2009-03-27T11:24:00.003+08:00

I miss Renren badly !!!
it was Chiwawa with long fur...
it was cute and obedient...
and very "manja"...
and right now, it had gone...
because it's mum was back....

Happy Birthday to

2009-03-27T00:12:00.006+08:00

Georgia ! He was lucky because there were a lots of friends were celebrating his birthday at Ming Star Hotel for sushi and Secret Recipe for cakes. He looked smart in a black gorgeous coat...haha Everyone enjoyed ! and you guys, just kept talking about game...lolx

May his wishes come true and has a nice period for the rest of 37minutes more...

guys....

yan was emotional because we lost our sushi for free, sushi 泡汤

and we had to pay RM25.90 for our dinner at Saujana...

Mood for weekend

2009-03-26T14:49:00.010+08:00

* Low in mood and felt sleepy today...
* everyone looked exhausted and slept not really enough
* unsatisfied with studies
* got upset with the damn weather
* he won the match, the greatest news i ever heard today !
* my sister's boyfriend is soooo cute ! haha...
* ask him for dark chocolate...
* tian has got the new look for a little while

[ soyrich with brown rice for day ]
[ my drawer]

[ Siet Li and Layyan were sleeping like pig ]

[ Layyan, the "professional hair designer " was setting yizen's hair ]
[ yizen with her stylish hair, they said " 狂野" ]

[ unique and obedient look ]

Today the day !

2009-03-25T17:05:00.004+08:00

- Have a lots fun today...haha
- Enjoying during the extra tuition period, never regret since I decided to skip the class.
- Exercised more than before in a day and sweating.
- gone really craze and almost insane...haha =]
- played much in physics lap
- lost my "Duchlady's chocolate milk" and my "Tiger biscuit" at canteen, something wrong, arghh...
- weird weird weird weird weird
- ate a lot again !

Have a nice day ! To everyone...

iPhone 3G

2009-03-23T16:37:00.004+08:00

I asked my mum's permission for buying cellphone again.This daughter really...( ran out of word )
Going to have it soon...

Sofball Team

2009-03-23T15:39:00.008+08:00

Softball team members are going to take part in a competition at Tengku Bariah RIGHT NOW !!! Siet Li, the sweet girl is the pitcher. She is so panic and depressed...Hope she can do well. They've been trained so hard in holiday and everyone is chocolate black now. Wish them luck. ^^

yizen is eating the pandan sponge cake who in the applegreen softball t-shirt

don't be shy, girl

yizen and Teck shen

no comment on this picture

10=yizen 5=puimang 10+5=15

A present from tian

2009-03-22T18:06:00.005+08:00

A little "horse" necklace

Yeah ! she gave me this as my birthday present. I love it ! I can't actually ensure that is it a horse or dog ???yizen, she is so understanding and nice in personality. she always said my thinking out, she can purposely read my mind without telling. absolutely shocked ! I can only say that we have the similar opinion or what...

One in my life.........

My New Yoga and Gym room !

2009-03-22T17:10:00.012+08:00

Omg! Large mirror here. " mirror... mirror... on the wall ! "

my lovely yoga ball and mat !

massaging now

Thanks mummy !

and latest me...

2009-03-07T18:40:00.002+08:00

Twenty Twenty Fit...

2009

2009-03-07T14:28:00.006+08:00

Hmm...Fun? no no...
but ate a lots...I gained weight!!! What the f*ck !

* Posers *

just thinking around

2009-01-31T07:20:00.003+08:00

just for the boredom - waking up, walking around, sneaking into the other rooms, keeping angpaos :p and homeworking...
he's closing with my knee, he's masquerading with a lot of makes up, he's caring about me
his happy smile was only a disguise for her sadness. He used to learn with the cigarette now. He putting on a cigarette and stubbing out the cigarette and throwing the cigarette butt away...
I'm fuddling myself with the drinks which contained only 40% of alcohol...
but everything remained unchanged, he stood still. He's loving to freaking with his friends and did something that extremely incredible. We got on well as he thought...I always go crazy while outing with my friends !
Memories brought our lives longer and kept permanently in our mind...
end of CNY is soon, every relation is gone, ambiances are going silencing, life of school is coming to me..

*an advice for my closet friend: you could not to do whatever you like when you're carrying a sweet burden or being more than one characters because everyone is noticing you and caring about you. sweetness and happiness, you have stole them away and they're always with you...^^

What a tiring day!

2009-01-17T10:27:00.004+08:00

Uhm...I don't know what to post now? just came back from KL by the AirAsia flight...only few catches I got from there...soooooooo sad.. but I bought a new wallet ! cost about RM $$$$ something and it's pretty nice !
I am really tired enough for today in spite of I slept late yesterday night and I was drunk...
I think I have to take a rest..
Zzzz....

Good sweet "night" ! ^^

2009-01-07T15:46:00.005+08:00

Currently, I spend most of the time in school. Sure! it is merely a nonsense I am talking about because now is no holiday but schooling time what! Physic, biology, additional mathematics, chemistry and else...I am extremely suffer with those vexing subjects. How? how? how? for my SPM. I really impatient with my Malay teacher who had teach me the same subject last year. She is damn! came in, sat down, stood up and talked. I am upset in spite of the homework she gave, just keep copying. Besides, me and yan are busy searching for tuition class. my week schedule had fulfill with those tuition classes. form 4 may bring me lifelong and ever since I'm appreciating and trying harder for better result and standing up from the hole I dropped. We run our life as great as we get. In order, I know what should I do in this year.
Ｉremember my English teacher the most. She is friendly and looks like a mummy, she teaches us with care and maybe love. Haha...She loves to call every student as darling, dear and else of sweet sweet words. She pays more attention on essay writting. Therefore, the first two days she came in also taught us to write an essay as fast as possible. She told us that she would never scold student because she scared, she dare not to do that. What? unbelievable right? A fierce teacher scared of student.
Few days ago, me and sis watched a video, titled as The World's Amazing Video. all about the videos recorded with those animals that gone wild. Its hurt human seriously. but the human are crazed and got the animals upset and angry." gila " =.="
Oops...I'm going to start the tuition class tomorrow. " No pain No gain !" okay?
Everything we did is paid off...I'm not a desperate girl....
Girls could be variable characters in lives, I was a baby girl when I was born, I was a just little tot when I was studying in kindergarten, I was a child when I was in primary school and I'm a teenage girl who is studying in secondary school. I may be a colleger, a colleague from some business, a partner, a wife, a daughter-in-law or a mother. We have several responsibility to take, too much work has been placed on our shoulders. Well this is girl...

never, never and never again !

2009-01-03T13:08:00.004+08:00

I would take it seriously, if I were you. As what I said, I would never do that again...
I learned, I learned from what I got, from what I lost, from what I missed, from what I did and from what she taught...
I did nothing, finally...
I embarrased you, I made you a disappointed..
you took me around here and there, you would never be late always
coming is better than none...you always took me the good and careful of care, you're my cure
I heart you the greatest...
I know, you're the one who love me the most, for me, scolding is the best damn thing but silencing is the bad damn thing, you know? you may scold me but not to make silent and talk nothing since I really don't understand what are you thinking about...I'm not the worn inside your stomach.
CHY is approaching, I hope to pass it with happiness, without sadness...Sometimes, you satisfied and cherished me because I asked to you but you never do that by using your own way...nobody could understand what am I posting..This is only for who I wished to...If I could speak secret front of you and you would listen, so that our relationship would never be bad so. The bad situation wouldn't be continue with silence, right? If you're not anonymously...
Even so, I love you much...Tears was the evidence, is that melting you? praise me when I got success, okay? scold me when I was playing, okay? advise me when I was sad, okay? Indeed, I really need you, sincerely...and thanks a lot
I run out of word now...

Goodbye 2008,

2009-01-02T10:22:00.004+08:00

Here I am blogging to wish up 2009 for everyone! 2008, I would never forget few moments, but I have to say that the memories with tears are more than smiles. Time flies speed until I couldn't remember what had happen..Nevertheless, I still remember about the softball team, we've been to a competition. but some event was happened between one of my closet friend, I'm doubting, is that called as memorable, unforgettable event or something that a must to forget?huh? Is okay, let it go..I think it is almost disappeared in my mind.
Recently, I got my PMR result, I could sure that it was a must to forget. I can't even describe about my mood and feel while taking result, I cried for it... I must forget about it !
I wouldn't like to talk more about 2008,
but I must say that Goodbye 2008 !
Hope 2009 would be better, Wish me luck !

2008-12-30T20:57:00.004+08:00

my introspection on 30th Dec 2008...

in chinese...

It's really enough for today, okay?

a what's up party !

2008-12-30T09:21:00.009+08:00

We organized a party at my house yesterday, mean to celebrate jia yi's birthday. At first, I prepared all the things and asked my sister to fetched me out at 6something to buy pizza and a birthday cake for jia yi. Omg! when I reached secret recipe, there was no cake there, and the waitress told me that all the cakes have been changed because wanted to prepare for new year and the new cakes would be send to there at 7something from kuantan. I was extremely impatient with that and ordered a prawn marcoroni for taking away for my sister. So, I asked her to pizza hut since mang and chui were there and waiting for me. We ordered food when me arrived and it took about 17 minutes for the pizza. talking while waiting there. I told the waiter must be done ASAP because I saw that my sister was getting upset and she's a bad-tempered person. After took the food, we then turned back to secret and took my sister's food. I saw all cakes were there and bought a chocolate indulgence. Suddenly, yizen sent me a message to inform me that she has no transport to fetch her to my house.
So, I asked my sister tried to fetch her up. Yizen told that she was not at home then, so I asked my sister to fetch her at where she was. when we almost arrived, I accept a call and told me about that yizen wouldn't go for the party. Shit! my sister was really upset and got angry now, seriously! She gave me a bad scold, and shouted there:" troublesome !" T.T and back then. but not mind, I never blamed on her since she gave a good explain. Everyone was waiting for me outside my house and I had not prepare the things yet. Jia yi helped me to carry the food and those boys just eating there! Arghh....
We had fun there and really enjoyed themselves. While playing while eating...we then sang karaoke but not using the way sing was using the way shouted, do you know that was a sound pollution. Then, I'd an idea to give jia yi's a surprise since she did not know I bought her a birthday cake.
Part I, some of the friends told jia yi that they were going back and felt sorry to her..Time by time and one by one, they were gone. Afterward, me! the greatest actor, told jia yi they were back and storied about this is a bad party I ever got.maybe she would feel a bit disappointed about it...
Part II, continue acting and asked chui and jia yi to stay in karaoke room, do not come out! those friends stayed at my living room and waiting to give the surprise.
Part III, lighted the 6 candles and ren wei brought it up.
Part IV, " Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to jia yi and happy birthday to you~" we went in the room. It looked romantic because inside of the room was dark... She looked shock and made a silence for awhile. Haha, we got the successful surprising for her...She then made a wish and blew the candle...that was great about the feeling that got surprise immediately from a disappointed mood! but it was a mistaken since I left my camera in room and forgot to snatch such a memorable moment for my daughter... but it was not the time to eat the cake, it was melting because it has been waited so long so I froze the cake into refrigerator. We then continued getting our fun and enjoying much...
the party was getting happier and happier...everyone was crazed because we was wild child...and messed the place up =.="
boys were singing louder and louder while girls were sharing about their secret, everyone was the spokesperson and also audience...and all were nervous to get the pmr result which is coming soon, not only soon but is today...+.+

I was the busier one to tidy up the messy place...

10,000 BC

2008-12-27T18:58:00.008+08:00

You should have the another look on this exclusive and older movie. I was interesting with this movie since of the introducing of my sister. She praised this movie as great as she loved and she said some scenes were spectacular.Isn't this movie deserve to have such a praise?=.=" Okay...I've done the downloading of this movie for already few months but I'd never seen this yet until I finished it this morning. A young outcast called D'leh from a primitive tribe is forced to defend his people from a brutal onslaught. He feel disappointed of his father because his father has been gone and left the onslaught and left them there. Despite the fact that he is low man on the totem pole in his tribe of fearless hunters, a brave young boy longs to win the heart of a beautiful princess called Evolet who is well above his station in life. When an overwhelming horde of powerful invaders forces the hunters into slavery and abducts the Evolet, the once-aimless boy suddenly finds his destiny taking an unexpected turn. Now, if he has any hope of saving his tribe from certain extinction, D'leh will have to fight for the future to his dying breath.He's a warrior since he has fighted for his villagers as strong as he can and one of his lovely girl. He got the truth that his father was trying to find a safe place for him but not leave him alone. The god mother may feel what will go on? I like what Evolet said :" you came for me, you saved my life." This is 10,000 bc...

2008-12-26T21:43:00.008+08:00

It's 2009 after 4days more and I'm going to 16...I miss my best friend so much since I've never seen her for few months I think, I heart her more than him...I hope that we get the same class next year, doesn't she? she's quite an understanding girl and she taught me many things...but we couldn't talk about orchestra, I did actually love with swadaya band and she - orchestra. maybe it's better because we could have much more topics to talk...appreciating is much important than giving up...he's not around here and I couldn't be with him even for one minute more. feeling is getting colder and that is totally different with what I hoped. After met, I know I should support him as he needed it so much..Are you kidding me? huh? Take care and wish you luck...

Friday again!

2008-12-26T19:24:00.008+08:00

I woke up late today! I've promised my mum to wake up and fetch my dad to airport together yesterday but I couldn't catch the time up...He was going to travel at Thailand..but it was weird to see my dad was sitting there while reading newspaper at 11:30am @.@ isn't my dad should get in the plane now, huh? I asked my mum :" what's going on?" she said my careless sister told the wrong time to my dad, suppose is 10:15am to fly but she told the departure time..Omg! my mum then bought the other ticket for the flight at 4:00pm, this is the only way. 2 something, we sent my dad to airport and said goodbye. afterward, we went to a hair saloon to have a hair cut. .my mum had a new stylish hair cut there and me did the hair treatment...I felt famished again...haha so that, I bought some food at Mcdonald for my lunch and dinner also, especially the Mcflurry with oreo, I'm loving it ! Got home at 4:35pm..Hope I will not be late again tomorrow because I made a promised to mum that I'll accompany her to have our breakfast..

As the follow me hair shampoo " Happy hair with Happy shampoo", I get " Happy hair with Happy day" !

[ 25th December 2008 ]

2008-12-25T21:10:00.010+08:00

I had my dinner with family at d' village. The dinner mean to celebrated christmas and also my dad's birthday...I'm sad that I bought nothing for my dad since I'd no time even just to make a card. is okay, I'll hand it up later. I saw ren wei and he was surprised me,I was stopped emotionally for a little while because I thought I couldn't have a chance to see him in this year again...miss him so much. :p and something to my friend, you don't need to do that. You should tell me clearly but not using the bad way to do that if you're my friend...

Mr. Ren Wei

* Merry Christmas !

2008-12-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

Let's party! everyone is celebrating christmas now...

Merry Christmas, girls and guys...

and I would like to make a greeting to my dad,
Happy Birthday!
May his wishes come true and be happy...^^

It's worth a try !

2008-12-24T23:56:00.005+08:00

Exactly! I mean try...I would tell you about that since I started feeling that we're having some problems and difficulties between our communication.sometimes, I doubt about what you've said actually because it seemed fake and definitely unbelievable. I couldn't even think that how much lie on you but I chose to believe since this feeling is even better than that. I told to you because I want you to refresh yourself, everything could be try.so, you may have a try and not to be embarrass especially front of me, you should also faced! and try your best...god produced human, and everybody was same, there was no unfairness on you or me. Not to give it up, I'm seriously! I confessed that I'm poor in everything not even studies or else..childish is doesn't matter, everything could be corrected..you could become more mature and more intelligent if you think widely but not childishly.maybe your childishness have been entertained your friends.but you maybe also misunderstood my meaning. yea, I did hate on those boys who were childish so much and not gentleman and stubborn.

You did not understand me since you're just guessing. stubborn on something that you target and fight with it is quite a good personality but on incorrectly and disapproving matter.I could tell you that I'm an absolutely stubborn girl. you should try out this desperately but you did not and often complained about the bad.. I mind you therefore I told to you, explained to you so you have to accept but you declined. I shouldn't be the reason for you to change, you change because of yourself but I would feel disappointed if you remain unchanged.nevertheless, I could also help you with those matters.. C'mon! you're the he-man right? you're strong and not to become weaken, you love to show off, that's you!

2008-12-20T21:13:00.006+08:00

"Twilight" Have you seen this movie yet? you shall watch it even take a look if you have not...but I think you've may seen this film's pale-faced stars placed on billboards, magazine covers ans else. I was interesting in this movie when I saw the introduction about Twilight on the "Bazaar" magazine since I've been read the book with the similar title. romantic, lovely, pitiful, sweetness.. a modern-day love story between a teen girl (kristen Sewart) and a vampire. she has always been a bit different with this character.Bella lives with her father in Washington. She then meets mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson) a boy unlike any she's ever meet. He's a vampire and his family is unique. They don't have fangs! they're in chosen not to drink human blood.I love Kristen Sewart, seriously! I've actually been waiting for this movie while it was coming soon and not been playing yet..but I missed for few days for watching it during the golden moment since I was busy..nevertheless, I finished it! I would love to busy myself for watching movie...

* Sweet, right? *

X' mas *

2008-12-19T20:31:00.004+08:00

Singing the Christmas Carol...
Decorating the Christmas tree...
Writing the Christmas card....
Blessing the Christmas wishes to everyone...
This shown that a feteday is approaching and everyone is welcoming.Hurray! We love this festival since it brings much more happiness and gladness to us.Everybody celebrated the Christmas day with a smile of contentment as it let us known that we're fortunate...I wished to have a White Christmas as it was the dream of everyone...They cherished what they had as one of their own, including me too!( certainly, it was impossible in our country) I learned to say "I do", maybe when I marry but it doesn't the time now what! hahas...Fortunately,my dad was born on 25th Dec. I was jealous hah! hehe...he's pretty well-being now and grateful of it...Thanks god and my grandma...May almighty best blessings wishes showered on everyone...muacksss! :p

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